G A N Z E E R . T O D A Y

A couple hours after the sense of release/relief following the completion of the TSG chapter that precedes the very last, I started to think about the work ahead: The next and final chapter in THE SOLAR GRID.

According to script and thumbs, the last chapter is a 50-page beast. Between pencils, inks, and letters, we're looking at an average of 3 days per page, and that's if I work fast and assuming no pages require color, but there are in fact quite a few that do. In fact in fact, some even require what might best be described as ill-advised mixed media madness that I'm not entirely sure I can adequately assess the time it would need to make before trying to work on one or two such pages first. Which means we can be sure that 3 pages a day is way too optimistic and things will probably not work out that way. But even if we were to make use of this ludicrously optimistic calculation, we would be looking at 150 days of work. Five months basically, and that's if I work weekends and take on no other projects whatsoever, however small.

This is a terribly depressing realization and wholly unrealistic. I can't not have this chapter finished before year's end, I just can't. I will kill myself. The only logical thing to do at this point would be to go back to script and thumbs, see if there's anything I can cut or at least compress. And perhaps do without any unpredictable visual experiments that could potentially multiply execution time, no matter how strong the creative itch is. I really shouldn't spend more than three months on the thing, so that means I need to see if I can bring the page-count down to 30. That's a lot of fucking cutting and compressing.

Shit.

On a completely different note, I have done absolutely nothing towards this week's newsletter which typically goes out every other Friday at 11:59 pm. It is now 9:45 pm.

Fml.

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Ooof.

Okay, off to New York for a few days.

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Just announced from Graphic Mundi, wherein Yazan Al-Saadi's dispatches are illustrated by an impressive lineup of comix-makers including one short illustrated by me, originally for the now sadly defunct The Nib. Titled Cairo Under the Crackdown, here's an excerpt.

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You know you're stressed when all your rules concerning carb intake are out the window.

Good morning.

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I'm sure I will regret this 11:00pm coffee, but I need to push to get this chapter in the can.

It's true what they say, the last 10% of any project is always the hardest. No idea who “they” are, but I'm pretty sure it's a thing.

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Inking with a Q-tip to get them fat cap feels. Always a challenge to recreate the look of one medium using another, but I think it turned out alright.

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“Why are you so tired, daddy?”

Well, Mr. Moony, I was working all day today, and the work is still not finished, and I have so much more work to do still.

“Are you gonna work while I sleep?”

Probably.


“Why do old people die, daddy?”

Well... because they've been alive for so long, their body's been working so long, and after so many years of their body working, everything gets real tired; their heart gets tired, their chest gets tired, their tummies get tired, their legs get tired, and their eyes get tired, and their heads too. Everything gets so tired to the point where it's ready to say, All done, bye now.

Laughter, and then: “Are we gonna die soon?”, asked with a smile and a trail of laughter still.

Hopefully not you, Moony, because you're still very young.

“But you're gonna die soon.” The voice of conclusion, not a question.

Sooner than most, I think, but hopefully not too soon.

He then nodded in silence and after a beat or two changed the subject before drifting off to sleep.

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10 Van Gogh Paintings You've Probably Never Seen —All stunning, discovered via Keith Perkins' blog.

“I could taste the air on my way to work this morning” —Mario Villalobos blogs from Montana where wildfires are presently ablaze, thanks in no small part to a scorching heatwave.

Bill Gates is building a “new type of nuclear power plant” in Wyoming apparently, due to operate in 2030.

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Promised myself I wouldn't travel until the entire TSG is in the can, but this chapter has genuinely sapped the lifeforce out of me and I think a recharge is very much in order. Considering fucking off for a few days as soon as its wrapped. Either Mexico City or NYC, can't decide. Mexico City is closer, more my vibe, and kinder on the wallet. I do know more people in New York though, some of whom I haven't seen in a couple years.

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