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Feeling a little weary after having switched my “journaling” system for the first time in years. In a recent development likely associated with the unfortunate process of aging, I seem less inclined to leave the house with a backpack on my shoulders, often the apparatus of choice for carrying one of those hardback A5 journals (typically a Leuchttrum1917 or Shinola Detroit for me). Adopting instead the small and lightweight Field Notes. Together with a Lamy Pico Ballpoint Pen (which collapses to a mere 3.5 inches when not in use) this note-taking system is far more portable and better-tailored to jotting down thoughts on the go.

It's been on my mind for a time now, because for a while a thing would come to me and my journal wouldn't be handy. I've been reluctant about going the measly memo-book path because unlike a hardback journal, they aren't made to sit on your shelf, and thus don't store as easily and become a bit difficult to revisit when needed. Until I discovered Field Notes' Archival Wooden Box designed just for that purpose, at which point I was sold.

Designed to store up to 60, and having just started with my first I have a long ways to go before filling that box up, but knowing I have a place to shelve my note-taking things puts my mind at ease.

I am still weary about how this might affect my journaling practice though. What might a piece of paper less than the size of my hand capable of handling versus an A5 journal which took everything from sketches, notes, doodles, quotes, to complete stories. A sampling of my journal from 2016-2017:

  1. San Francisco Tea Seller
  2. THE SOLAR GRID's Mickie Stardust, who doesn't appear until Ch.5 (issue 6) which I only got to work on in earnest by 2020, a whole five years later.
  3. The complete first draft of 1,000,000 A.D., my adaptation of a story by Tawfik al-Hakim, which itself prompted me to start TIMES NEW HUMAN

Everything I end up creating (and everything I don't end up creating) starts with a journal entry of some kind, even if just a passing note.

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The Moody Center for the Arts in Houston celebrated its 5 year anniversary with an auction in which I was honored to donate a work of art to (pictured in the image above, left-hand side). The mixed media piece, titled IMMIGRANT BLUES #2: THAWRA is part of a larger series, IMMIGRANT BLUES.

#4 and #5 are in the possession of the Arab American National Museum in Dearborn, Michigan. #2 is in the possession of whoever won the bid at the Moody auction, which only leaves me with #1 and #3 right now.

When embarking on this series, I did have in mind that it's a theme I might want to revisit... forever? But now I'm not sure I'm feeling them immigrant blues no more. Will it last, or is this alleviation merely temporary?

I suppose only time will tell.

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I was asked to paint a mural at Atlanta's Carlos Museum, so I painted my son. More pics and info on Ganzeer.com.

“Mural” is a bit of a deceptive term here though—just a bit—because they are painted on canvas rather than directly on the wall. But, the way the canvas is installed and by extension how they are painted on, is all quite muralistic, so I guess it counts.

Also, a Gallery Talk with curator Amanda Hellman about the work in this video here:

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It is entirely possible that this file is cursed. Second time in the span of 2 days this has happened. Last time resulted in a corrupt file that demanded I repeat a few days work from scratch.

I have, as of late, become rather obsessed with things that work well. Not just well, but as best as they're supposed to. This has resulted in a number of updates around the house; a couple of Made In non-stick pans, an electric pencil sharpener, electric eraser and mini vacuum cleaner for the rubbings, things like that. Because things that work as they're supposed to means a more efficient existence (seriously, those non-stick pans have saved me much time on unnecessary pan scrubbing).

Now whatever's going on with this cursed file really throws a wrench in all my attempts at efficient living, but I suppose that's just the universe's way of striking down and hahaha laughing at my face and telling me no matter what you do, Puny Human, you are not in control and you never will be hahaha!

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There have been a few of these sorta things and it's been difficult to keep up with posting announcements, let alone remember them, but a virtual gallery talk will commence tonight at 7:30 pm EST with curator Amanda Hellman in conjunction with my work at Carlos Museum's AND I MUST SCREAM exhibition.

Back in Houston where I thought I would defrost, but no. Naturally, the winter freeze followed me here. It is on days like this when no amount of coffee is enough and I seriously consider shelling out on a fancy ass espresso machine I can command with my phone.

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Atlanta. The South, where it should never go down to 0°C/33°F but is in fact 0°C/33°F. I will have to abandon the trusty electric Spin bikes I've been relying on for most of transportation thus far, on my last day in this glorious city, where the trees are tall, hills are numerous, and clubs are a-thumpin' (not that I would know, being the Covid-conscious fellow that I am).

Last day in the city before I embark on my return to Houston tomorrow evening where quite a bit of work awaits me. THE SOLAR GRID has been almost continuously on hiatus for the past six months due to a cascade of paying work, which is not at all something I'm proud of. I have one more obligation in the way (approximately 2 weeks worth) before the coast is clear for full on TSG immersion.

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Today is a day worth noting, because it marks the first time in a long time that I am actually on time finishing a thing for a change.

Wrapped up my mural at Carlos Museum in Atlanta a little after noon, giving us ample time to fiddle with multiple lighting options until we settled on the most unusual (obviously 🙂).

Also: Received good news from the publisher [that will not yet be named] in regards to my also unusual treatment for the print incarnation of my CRISPR THAN YOU story (previously STAYING CRISP).

I will reward myself with a much needed visit to my chiropractor followed by a bowl of Ramen somewhere with a patio. Won't survive being outside for long however, because of course the gods brought down an unusual discharge of winter on Atlanta to coincide with my visit just to fuck with me.

Nay, I will return to my AirBnb and read in solitude. Quite a lot of solitary time this work trip actually, which is quite unusual for me but to be expected given the plague [that will also not be named]. Quite apt in a way that the book I brought with is titled ALONE AGAINST TOMORROW.

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Trying something new with my front page, where I put up a couple layered images to reflect my current status. Not sure whether I'll be updating it monthly or weekly (commitment!), especially because... who looks at anything other than social media now anyway?

Pictured in the foreground is a portrait shot by Nash Baker in front one of my murals at the Baker Institute in Houston a couple weeks back, and in the background is a work-in-progress shot of the mural I'm painting right this minute at Emory's Carlos Museum in Atlanta.

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Spent first week of 2022 wrapping up new edits (plus new illustrations) for a story I wrote four years ago (cannot believe it's actually been that long!). The plan was to have this done by end of 2021, so I'm not entirely happy starting the year off by tying loose ends from the year prior. And I still have two more things I need to work on before I have a clear enough head to resume work on THE SOLAR GRID.

Only a week into 2022, and my to-do list is already stressing me out.

Ten days till I'm in Atlanta to paint a mural at Emory College's Carlos Museum. Should be fun, but also likely solitary as I'm told most everything on campus will be remote this month.

Will have to make do with a good book to bring with.

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I did this to myself. I know from experience that high contrast images with large shadow spaces make good stencil art and those comprised of thin lineart not so much. Also, it's obviously less of a pain to cut by hand.

But, I have determined that this is exactly what the last of the [Baker Institute] murals needs so it is exactly what I'm going to do; a large image that you can sort of make out from a distance but one that doesn't at all take away from all the layers of other content on the surface. This will make up the final addition to the wall, and after that it's just a matter of final touch ups here and there.

Oh wait, and some ceramic tiles :–)

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